Hello all! My name is V.L. Locey. I am a self-published and
traditionally published author that lives in the mountains of Pennsylvania with
my husband of over twenty-one years, my seventeen year old daughter, a herd of
dairy goats, chickens, geese, ducks, turkeys, two dogs, two cats, and a
partridge in a pear tree. For more info about me and contact links, check out
the author bio tab up above.
Enough about me, let`s get back to Wind in White Birch and our lovers Jonah and Dana.
Wind in White
Birch
By
V.L. Locey
Issue Twenty
*~*~*
I laid the cell phone to my
shoulder, smiled at my son then stepped from the ER cubicle out into the
bustling hallway. God, how I wished Jonah had been allowed to come back with
us. My head was throbbing unmercifully. Rhick was being Rhick. It took all I
had not to scream at the man who was in transit as we spoke.
“So where the hell were you when our son was slowly getting
sicker and sicker?!”
I
stalked past a small gaggle of women in bright medical smocks gathered at the
nurses’ station and blew into a ladies room like a hurricane.
“I was
having dinner,” I said, bending over to check for feet. There weren`t any so I
could let him have it with both barrels. “And before one more asinine comment
comes flowing from your mouth, I had picked him up by ten and he was fine, just
cranky.”
“And it
never occurred to you to ask what was wrong with him? You know how he gets when
his ears are bothering him! Maybe if you weren`t so concerned with spreading
your legs for that punk ass Indian bastard you`d be able to be a good mother.”
The
phone went dead in my hand. I looked at the Nokia then threw it against the
wall. How dare he accuse me of
putting my wants before my child’s?! My hands were shaking strongly as knelt
down to clean up the bits of busted plastic then toss them in the trash. I
found my reflection in the mirror. I looked like hell. Rhett had thrown up in
the truck. I had been sitting in the back with him at the time, his head resting on my
breast. My new dress – the one I would need a loan to pay off – was now ruined.
Jonah`s truck was a ghastly mess. I had bags under my eyes and my skin looked
blotchy and sallow in this horrible hospital lighting.
My hands splayed on the edge of a
white sink. My head fell forward. If only I hadn`t been so obsessed with Jonah
I would have noticed the signs. But no, I was so intent on getting my hands on the man I let my son get sicker
than I should have. I was wearing my maternal guilt like a scarlet letter. S
for slut should be pinned to my breast for the world to see.
I cursed and cried. The door opened.
I rushed to turn on the taps and splash cold water on my face. Dabbing
uselessly at the speckles of water dotting my dress I slid past a chubby woman
in fleece and returned to my son`s cubicle.
Rhett was pale and in pain but I
could see that the doctor and his wonder meds were having a positive effect
already. Rhett`s face wasn`t quite as pinched. His temperature was slipping
down from the 103.3 it had been when we were admitted. He had actually drifted
off, although his sleep was far from restful. I plopped down in one of two
chairs beside his bed, my head lolling to the left to rest on the cool tiled
wall. How long I sat there listening to my baby breath I can`t say. His father
entering his tiny room startled me from the land of half-sleep.
I met my ex-husband`s baleful
glower with one of my own.
“Is he feeling better?” Rhick
asked, moving to the bed to place his hand on Rhett`s furrowed brow.
“A little bit maybe,” I yawned then
folded my son`s soiled coat over my lap. Rhick pushed back the boys too-long
bangs then placed a kiss to his brow.
“Can I see you in the corridor?”
Rhick asked, tucking the regulation blue hospital blanket under his son`s chin.
I slowly got to my feet, wondering how I looked to the man I had been married
to for all those years. Vomit on my dress, sneakers on my feet, my hair in
disarray, and my face puffy from anxiety and tears. I pulled the door gently
closed behind me then turned to look up at my ex. His handsome face was a
seething cauldron of conflicting emotions.
“Rhick,”
I said wearily but he jumped over my unspoken plea like some rabid verbal
hurdler.
“I
cannot believe I saw that damned kid
you`re screwing sitting out there in the waiting room,” he seethed, his anger
very barely contained, his hands gesticulating wildly. I glanced at the staff
moving past us. “Was he in my son`s house fucking
you when Rhett was getting sick?”
I swear
I do not recall slapping him. I hadn`t planned it certainly. One moment I was
standing there, looking like the hang dog I always did when Rhick was chewing
me out and then – Ker-Slap! – My palm was connecting with his cheek. Stunned, I
blinked at the red mark on Rhick`s fair skin. He reached for me with a viscous
sneer. I danced in reverse. Jonah appeared from nowhere. Later I would find out
that all Jonah had to do was stand up and look around the glass partition to
see into Rhett`s room. I bounced off the wall when the blur of black hair and
wide back stepped between me and my ex.
“You
want to lay hands on someone, Big Man, lay your hands on me.” The warning
rumbled from within Jonah`s chest. Nurses were already scurrying to intercede.
All I could hear was someone on the intercom paging a Dr. Wilson and the nurses
hissing “Sir! Sir! You`re not allowed back here!” and “Only family is allowed
back here. Sir! Sir! Don’t make me call security!”
Jonah
gave Rhick a shove that sent him flying forcefully into the nurse`s station. I
was shocked at the power Jonah possessed in one hand. Rhick is no small man. He
keeps in shape. If not for the appearance of a rather mountainous orderly I
know Rhick would have come out swinging.
“Jonah,
just come with me, okay?” I cajoled, tugging on his left arm until he started
to follow me. The air was thick with barely veiled hatred. I managed to get the
livid Seneca man out into the waiting room. Jonah grabbed his suit jacket from
a chair then stormed outside nearly ripping the sliding door from its track so
great was his desire to get into the frigid air.
I followed him out into the cold of the day
after Valentine`s. Calling him was doing no good. He was on a direct intercept
course for his truck. I lunged at him, my fingers managing to get a grip on his
black woolen sleeve. He shook me off, his long legs gnawing up the parking lot.
I stopped double-stepping to keep up with him.
“Jonah,
look at me damn it!” I shouted, my words bouncing off an idling ambulance. He
stopped and turned. I shut my mouth.
“Go
back inside, Dana, your son needs you.”
“I`m
not going back inside without you,” I argued, feeling a chasm beginning to open.
“Yeah,
you are. You`re going back in there with your son, you`re his family,” Jonah
said dully.
“You`re
important to him too,” I said weakly.
“No,
not really, I`m just some guy his mom is dating.” He raised his eyes to the
sky, searching for something but I didn’t know what. “You can`t see the stars
here. Did you know that?” He brought his dark, dark eyes back to me. “I don`t
belong here, Dana, not when a family crisis is happening. Rhick belongs here,
not me.”
“Don`t
you dare get in that truck and go
back to New York!” I yelled with my hands tucked under my armpits. “You belong
here if I say you do!”
Jonah shook his head. That chasm I mentioned earlier? It wasn`t a rift in the ground
opening up, it was a tear starting in my heart.
“No, I
don`t.”
“Where are you going?!” I demanded
when he spun to show me his stiff back.
He never did tell me. He just drove
off, leaving me standing beside an ambulance, fingertips crammed into armpits,
cheeks wet, and heart ripping in two.
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