”You ok?” Darren said with a smile, his tone light and gentle.
Jamie nodded, noticing his neck and jaw felt stiff. “Just…nervous.” His voice was like crackly white noise through his dry throat.
Fuck, I haven’t felt like this in so long. I’d forgotten what it was like to be so attracted to someone.
As they stared at each other, Darren’s fingers softly rubbed Jamie’s shoulder for a few moments before sliding them up to gently tickle the back of Jamie’s neck.
Jamie’s mouth curved into a small smile, but he was clearly stopping it from spreading into a big grin to let on that he was ticklish. He ducked his head away from Darren’s touch.
“Stop that.” Jamie giggled, his cheeks still glowing.
Darren chuckled as he took his teasing hand away. ”Ticklish huh? I’ll remember that.”
”Whatever.” Jamie chortled, “So where we going for this drink?”
He took a quick fleeting glance up from Darren’s crotch and to his chest, before moving his gaze to the floor.
I wanna feel his naked body against me so badly.
”I was thinking Ridge Bar? Its pretty good, it’s just before we reach town, ever heard of it?”
”No, but I’ll trust your judgement.” Jamie smiled.
Darren’s heart jumped as he felt his cock twitch.
Take things slow Darren; you don’t need to rush into bed with this guy.
Pfft, who am I kidding, he’s gonna break my heart either way.
Darren swallowed hard as he looked away from Jamie. The only time he ‘took things slow’ with a guy was when he actually liked them for something other then their looks. This wasn't just lust with Jamie, he wanted more.
Shit, this could all get so complicated…he has a girlfriend.
What am I thinking?
”Here we are.” Darren said as he stopped in front of a small building with a large frosted window. The glass was decorated with writing, reading ‘Ridge Bar’ in gold italics. From the outside the place looked small, but classy.
”Is it a gay bar?” Jamie said as he stared at the window, trying to look through the frosted glass.
Darren burst into laughter, which caught Jamie’s attention bringing him out of his daze.
”No it isn't.” Darren’s grinned. “Gay guys don’t only go to gay bars you know? Also, I thought it might be a little too soon to take you to one of them,” he teased with a wink.
”Sorry.” Jamie chuckled as he felt his cheeks begin to burn again.
Well, don’t I feel stupid.
”After you.” Darren motioned for Jamie to walk in first.
I wanna check out your ass!
Jamie gulped; surprised at how nervous he felt at walking into a place he’d not been to before. His hands were getting clammy and his eyes wide.
Has it really been that long since I last went out anywhere?
As Jamie walked in, his stomach felt tense and his mouth was suddenly dry. He felt intimidated when he saw how busy the place was. His breath was then caught as Darren gently put a hand on his waist before whispering in his ear.
”Hey, you ok?”
Jamie had stopped in his tracks without realising, but Darren’s smooth voice brought him back to life. His heart fluttering as he stammered back.
”Sorry. Yeah, err, fine.”
Darren chuckled quietly, before prompting Jamie to walk over to the bar with him.
”What do you drink?” Darren asked as he watched Jamie take a glance around the place.
”Erm, beer?” Jamie said absent-mindedly, as he took in his surroundings. The place was bigger then he thought it would be. Half of it had wooden flooring, the other half carpeted with a few tables and chairs, and a long bar went from one end of the room to the other. Behind the bar there was a large mirror, decorated with the same writing the window was.
All the tables were occupied, and people were also stood around in small groups about the place.
Jamie took his focus away from the room and instead began staring into Darren’s eyes as he was passed a cold bottle of lager.
I can’t wait for you to make love to me…
-holy shit, make love?
Darren leaned in towards Jamie, studying the anxious expression on his face.
”Hey relax.” He said soothingly.
”Sorry.” Jamie exhaled deeply as he managed to smile weakly at Darren. “Crowded places sometimes freak me out a little.”
”Serious?” Darren raised his eyebrows in surprise. “Why?”
Jamie shuffled awkwardly as he rubbed the back of his neck.
”Erm, well, I was jumped on in a club. Got beaten up quite badly.” He shrugged dismissively.
Darren’s eyes suddenly moistened as a jolt hit his heart. He was surprised at how he felt from hearing of Jamie being hurt. He had an urge to hunt down the people who’d attacked him and beat the crap out of them.
”Aw I’m so sorry Jamie.” He said quietly as he brought a hand onto Jamie’s shoulder and squeezed gently.
If I ever find out who they were, I swear…
Jamie just shrugged again as he looked down at the bar, trying to tame his churning stomach.
He then shook his head, to rid the memories flooding into his mind.
”Anyway.” Jamie said as he cleared his throat before looking back up at Darren. “On a lighter note –“
He was interrupted as Darren quickly kissed him, wrapping an arm around his waist to pull him in as their lips crashed together.
A weight eased from Jamie’s stomach, allowing it to flip with excitement as he relished in tasting Darren’s warm breath against his own.
He didn't care about the idea of being seen kissing a man in public, all he could think about was taking Darren’s clothes off.
I need him, now!
Darren murmured into their kiss, his cock pulsing and craving to rub into Jamie’s.
”Wanna, wanna go…to a hotel?” Please say yes.
Jamie couldn't speak coherently; instead an eager whine came out as he continued to kiss Darren.
Darren tore his lips away from Jamie as he grabbed his hand and quickly yanked him along to leave the bar and go outside.
As soon as they were back out onto the street they wrapped their arms around each other, studying each other’s eyes.
”You sure you want us to, well, go to a hotel?” Darren whispered as he brought a hand up to gently stroke Jamie’s cheek.
Jamie nodded, his throat tightening as apprehension fired through his body like a wave of prickly heat through his veins.
”I really wanna do this with you.” His voice trembly and weak. “I’m ready.”
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